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It’s More Than Just about Getting High ..The Mountain

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High wire walker over canyon - courtesy of Greenwich EntertainmentYou ask me why I dwell in the green mountain;
I smile and make no reply for my heart is free of care.
As the peach-blossom flows down stream and is gone into the unknown,
I have a world apart that is not among men.

This poem Green Mountain by Li Bai  so simply describes the bond we feel when in the presence of a mountain. I grew up in Pennsylvania surrounded by The Seven Mountain range and I suppose took for granted that feeling of protection mixed with awe that was right outside my kitchen window.

Because I miss mountains and their majesty, I was drawn to the Australian film The Mountain. In many ways The Mountain is a beautifully filmed tone poem that moves the spirit with soaring cinematography. Director of the award- winning film The Sherpa Jennifer Peedom, was commissioned to make this film, with the intention of having it scored by The Australian Chamber Orchestra. It’s musically sound and works well, with Willem Dafoe’s narration guiding throughout.

The opening shot of a man scaling an unnamed mountain with what seems like no equipment is so daring… one could ask where do we go from here? But we go to many places, including the history of mountaineering, expedition footage and high- risk sports. I have never seen anything like this before; the walk on rope hung high between mountains suddenly puts the stroll of the great Philippe Petit at the World Trade Center in a very different zone.

All of the aerial shots are amazing, many shot with drones, and cinematographer and climber Renan Ozturk, who worked with Peedam on Sherpa, is a master.

Following the screening, I chatted to a skiier who had seen a lot of the sport footage before. Apparently, they had to cull from some of the world’s finest mountain material in order to cover many locales and for it to work with the music. I doubt many people will mind seeing these exquisite visuals over and over.

The philosophy for this film came from the Robert Macfarlane’s book Mountains of the Mind. He has a reverence for nature and her power. Man’s attempts at conquering the mountain, often seem foolhardy, but even the risk of falling won’t stop men from trying to reach the peak.

I wish Peedam had spent a little more time on the exploitation of the natural world by commercial outfits, but understandably the film was not to be a political endeavor.  She spoke by skype at a Q&A and is down to earth and caring.

The Mountain is a worthwhile experience. You feel this film, not just watch it.

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May 15, 2018 at 5:28 pm

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Boys Will BE Boys…Pity

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Last night I was in the both illuminating and uncomfortable position of witnessing a grownup professional man trying to outdo, compete and basically belittle a female from the same professional group.  It was misogyny in action.  As I stood watching this architect “John” carry on, it reminded me of an old English film,  where the elitist school master is trying to shame a female student who dares to want to study math.

The episode occurred at an event I happened upon at my local center of good activity,  St. Mark’s Church. It was a reception for The Grassroots Preservation Awards, honoring  people involved with the preservation of New York buildings. After my dog Darling received her usual round of accolades for complete cuteness, I started to chat with an architect, Ronnette Riley. Our conversation covered everything from Malcolm McLaren, about whom I made a film to 9/11 conspiracies. She is feisty, smart as a licorice whip and a lot of fun. She was the first woman from her family of fireman and investigators to go to college. She graduated Berkeley and Harvard Graduate School of Design and worked for Philip Johnson. She has run her 100% woman owned architecture firm for many years doing a wide range of projects; to say that her trajectory is long and full of substance is saying too little.

“John’s” argument with her was his insisting that she didn’t believe in preservation work. According to Ronnette, “I’ve had 15 preservation projects, compared to his five.” One of her  successes is the Restoration Hardware Building on lower Broadway where she maintained the beautiful white facade, among other details.

Apparently, John had had a dust off with her in the past about this subject and took the opportunity at this lovely event to go at it again. Well, Ronnette is no lily and gave as good as she got. But I felt like I had fallen into a time warp what with this smug, tweedy, too old to act like a school boy fart behaving in a way I had believed was a a thing of the past. Perhaps he represents the last vestiges of a dying breed, but probably not.

Still, kudos to the for their honors. Karen Ansis  received the Mickey Murphy Lifetime Achievement Award for her work with Landmarks Conservancy and honors were given to  Bowery Boys, George Janes,  Susan Olsen and Senator Brad Holyman.

Ok, now I remember the film this reminded me. It was the footage of the great The  Germaine Greer- Norman Mailer debate.  Bullies must be resisted.

 

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April 26, 2018 at 1:38 am

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ME TOO and Some Other Stuff

 

 

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My memories of Harvey Weinstein from my brief employ at Miramax were first, eating delicious cookies and rugalach brought by his mother from a bakery in Queens. These were on tap in the hip building where the higher level folks worked. I would occasionally sneak over to see a friend, nab dessert and listen to the screams. Not really…but the tension in that office was palpable.

One time I did procure a meeting with a lower chieftain to discuss my desire to move from the print shipping department to something a little more creative in that building. I recall an employee with a more interesting job than mine sitting at the booth next to me talking to a somewhat higher chieftain. Her skirt was hiked up almost like hot pants; he seemed intrigued and I briefly considered dressing more inappropriately for future interviews. I didn’t get them.

 

In the time there, I only had one conversation with Harvey. Both of us grew up in movie theatres, my grandfather and father’s in Pennsylvania; his upstate New York. I had hoped that we’d share memories of this bizarre type of babysitter, but he was too busy building an empire.

When all of the news broke out, I was surprised as I had never heard anything about the sexual issues, only the crudeness and tantrums. It is very sad indeed and brought to mind my innocent days of auditioning as an actress. Once while going to a reading for a horror film, I was asked to pull my pants down so that the producer could see how I ‘shaped’ up. I thought fast, and told him I had my period and would prefer to stay dressed. He accepted that excuse but insisted that I read the scene while stretched out on a couch and directed me to ‘move sensually’ while he fed me the lines, sitting behind a big desk. Of course, afterwards, I felt like a first class shmuck…but I wasn’t union and all of us actors wanted to build credits.

 

Then there was the time I went for a ‘pay for singing classes’ waitress job. The place was a very fancy hotel with promises of big tips. The big boss, who made Harvey Weinstein look like George Clooney, wanted to see how I looked in a tighter blouse. I wasn’t born yesterday and thought it was fishy, but like the good girl I was trained to be, went back to his office wearing a stretchy tight shirt that was almost see-through. It was only then that I was informed that the job included after hour work with the male diners and that a practice session with the boss was required.

 

Sometimes these guys worked in packs. I showed up for a play audition and when told it had already been cast, was sent up to another floor where the man was looking for people for print work. I found myself in a fancy office apartment with a producer who was in a rush for his meeting with Dolly Parton, but had enough time to consider me for a hands commercial. After showing him my paws, he realized that I could be better for something else and insisted I try on a kimono while reading some copy about frozen food. For this, I studied with Shelley Winters?

 

But it’s not only actresses who are tortured in this way. I was fired from a job at NBC after only three days. I had been hired to work as an assistant to a unit manager in the news department. I recall that the man was balding and not funny. He kept calling me short stuff and it just didn’t feel right. I had quit another job for this job and had just applied for my dream apartment using NBC as my proof of employment. In only three days I was fired; suddenly unemployed and looking like a liar to the new landlord. My then boyfriend, heroic and as shocked as myself, marched up to the HR Department to inquire as to what I could have done so wrong in only three days. He was told outright, as the HR lady read my file, “that the boss said I wasn’t bouncy enough.’ Now I know what that means in terms of body language, but I also think he felt I didn’t bounce back and laugh each time he tried to put me down. Many years later, my name was part of the massive lawsuit female employees had against NBC.

Just to cut out  some of the stress of the last week, I started calling my little doggy Hervy Weinstein, cause she humps my leg whether I want it or not. But she knows she’ll get a bath, whether she wants it or not.

Mr. Weinstein is part of a long history of rude men who misuse power. It is hard to understand them without understanding their childhoods and even then, there may be no answers. Perhaps Harvey never got bathed or was warmly touched as a child. Perhaps he grew up like me, seeing life projected so large that normal life seems a bit unreal and he chose the role of the last tycoon. Or maybe he’s simply a sociopath who can’t be redeemed.

 

Luckily, there are courageous women who recognize that the shame is not theirs to own, but that of the predator. Lucky, that there are men who are as appalled by this type of behavior as women. It doesn’t matter whether these incidents happen in a movie studio or a war torn country; they dehumanize all the participants. It is up to all of us to recognize how quickly a power imbalance can erode our higher instincts and stop it in its tracks, shout about it to each other and seek help if the impulse doesn’t stop.

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October 17, 2017 at 11:55 pm

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Joan Didion — The Center Will Not Hold

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Joan Didion: The Center Will Not Hold

10/14/2017 12:57 am ET

The first film I saw at the Woodstock Film Festival is actually a film I could watch on Netflix as it’s release date is October 27. But I’m pleased that I didn’t wait. …, a documentary about the writer Joan Didion, Joan Didion: The Center Will Not Hold, directed by her nephew, director and actor, Griffin Dunne is very special.

 

We start out learning something about Ms. Didion’s character through her ancestors… a group of pioneers who traveled with the Donner family; but instead of taking the deadly pass, separated and took the long way around to the West and survived. Ms. Didion is a real survivor too … she survived living in LA during the late sixties’ violence and the Charles Manson era. She survives the loss of her beloved husband and writing partner John Gregory Dunne and not much later, her only daughter Quintana.

She writes constantly throughout all these life passages, not only to not only report on events, but to reach a deeper understanding for herself of how she feels about them. New journalism.

 

The film shows her early successes with magazine articles and later books like The Year of Magical Thinking and Play it as it Lays, and film scripts. She has a point of view that is very her, very unique. We watch her mental processes as she tries to make sense of uneasy connections… how when Roman Polanski, once spilling red wine on her dress , corresponds to later in life finding herself writing about Linda Kasabian (one of Charles Manson’s girls) and then helping her buy a dress for court.

Ms. Didion has a rich mind, able to both detach as a journalist and at the same time create beautiful, sultry sentences as an essayist.

 

Mr. Dunne, so well liked in Werewolves in London has directed other films before, but this film has a mature resonance. He loves his aunt, but is willing to go underneath and probe around a bit. The ‘dark’ side of the Irish is all throughout this film. Ms. Didion shows us by her example how not to be devoured by these challenging aspects of life, love and loss. This is as true for the audience as it may be for Mr. Dunne, who lost his own sister in a well publicized and violent circumstance.

 

There is plenty of humor in the film, too; Calvin Trillin’s anecdotes really lighten things up and the archival footage, thoughtful and plentiful, takes us through the many stages of Didion’s life in New York and California. Music is used very well and Mr. Dunne’s narration never overwhelms the story but keeps it all nicely in the family.

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October 14, 2017 at 5:08 am

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THE VENERABLE W…evil draped in saffron

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October 12, 2017 at 1:06 am

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Images of young Girls (albeit made of wood) creep me out.

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The recent exhibition at the National Arts Club struck me as very weird. In a show entitled Alternate Lives, Judith Henry’s photographs of herself with masks of deceased women is fun and a reminder of the many accomplishments of her subjects as well as their emotional tone, as demonstrated by Ms. Henry’s attitude to the mask.

But Morton Barlett (1909-1992) is something else entirely. Described as a ‘quiet man’, Mr. Bartlett, who dropped out of Harvard, spent years shooting mannequins of children.  Well, ok, I shot photos of the naked mannequins heading for the unemployment line when B. Altman’s closed their  shop, but I’m a woman and the wooden ladies were of age.

These curious images, including naked mannequins with obvious genital indents, is too close to PizzaGate and even some the real news on pedophilia for comfort.

His work brings to my mind, Henry Darger, an Outsider Artist, whose drawings also make me uncomfortable. When I asked someone sitting next to me george bartlettat an event there,  if he didn’t see what I was getting at, he responded, “Of all the people I’ve talked to at the Club, you’re the first person to say this.”

Well, I don’t think I’ll be the last.

 


Grand Gallery
ALTERNATE LIVES
Judith Henry – Me As Her
Morton Bartlett – Family Found

May 1 – June 15

 

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June 1, 2017 at 9:41 pm

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Fetal-stem cell therapy –does using the “God Cell” mean your Child does Not have to Die?

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In this week of strong sentiments being voiced for the betterment of all humankind and love at the DNC, I will add another.

 

I have always been an admirer of innovators in medicine and healing. My father’s brother, Uncle Milty, delivered many of the babies in my hometown. He was a physician who practiced hypnosis which he taught his patients during their pregnancies. They then used it together in the delivery room resulting in relatively pain free births. Ok, some of my classmates still look at little dazed, but they there was no birth trauma.
Then a few years back I had the privilege of working with Dr. Hilary Koprowski, Director for 34 years at The Wistar Institute of Anatomy and Biology in Philadelphia. Dr. Koprowski, a Polish immigrant who escaped the Nazis, developed the first oral vaccine against poliomyelitis, the infant paralysis which swept across North America and the British Isles. His discovery helped saved millions of children. Dr. Korowski was also a pianist and composer and together we wrote a satire on the hypocrisies of the medical system which he often found absurd. It was called Club Med-i-cal.
In LA last week, I met another medical ground breaker Dr. William Rader. President Obama in his speech at the DNC, said “he sees doctors coming up with new cures.” I wonder if he were speaking about Dr. Rader.

 

Dr. Rader has had a long career. In the media, he appeared as a medical expert on ABC’s Good Morning America and for thirteen years was a regular commentator on medical issues on KABC, Los Angeles. He served as chief psychiatrist for the U.S .Navy’s alcoholic treatment program from 1971 to 1973 and developed a treatment approach to addiction that was later adopted as part of the Betty Ford recovery program at the Eisenhower Medical Center in California. He also created highly successful programs for eating disorders and built the first HIV/AIDS treatment center in Latin America. He co-created one segment of the other ground breaker, the television show All In the Family and was married to one of its stars, actress Sally Struthers. To say he is a Renaissance man is perhaps saying too little. For now Dr. Rader has been embarked on the most cutting edge of healing…the stem cell.
Prior to meeting Dr. Rader, I knew little more about stem cell therapy than it is considered the new frontier of treating a disease or a condition. Bone marrow transplant is the most widely used stem-cell therapy although there are other therapies that are derived from the umbilical cord. The controversy that surrounds this therapy has to do with the location of the stem-cell, it being felt by certain ethicists and the religious right that the embryonic or fetal stem cell (which Dr. Rader works with) is touchy. Because it requires a living fetus to donate the cells for research, there has been backlash, despite the facts that it has been proven to heal the untreatable and to prolong life.
Dr. Rader first got into fetal stem-cell work in 1995 when he was invited to Eastern Europe to meet with scientists and doctors who have been making significant strides in fetal stem-cell research. They wanted to speak to a doctor from the West to share their progress reports. He vetted all the doctors and then visited their hospital in the Ukraine to witness their research. The stem cells were not illegal there because abortion is legal and donors are given the choice as to whether they want to donate or destroy the fetal cells.
When Dr. Rader returned to the U.S., he was a changed man. He witnessed so much healing work that he didn’t realize was possible and in 1995 founded Stem Cell of America, an international corporation dedicated to the research and development of the clinical application of fetal stem cells. He currently serves as chairman of the board and chief scientist.

 

Disease scares me so at first I wasn’t eager to talk to Dr. Rader, but after his assistant sent me the film on his work, I was hooked.

 

In The God Cells, director Eric Merola shows us the patients that have given up all hope of having normalcy and a pain free life. From the sixteen year old girl with who wanted to commit suicide because of the daily pain, to the southern lady with Parkinson’s who has had a complete remission and plays piano like she did as a young woman. These are extraordinary, dare I say, miraculous stories. Even the personal physicians of patients who don’t know much about fetal stem-cell work are flabbergasted at the successful healing their patients have had.

 

I then looked at his book (Blocked in the U.S.A. by William C. Rader, MD) …one medical success after the next: an Alzheimer patient whose symptoms are reversed and resumes post as dean of a graduate school; a teenager who had untreatable cystic fibrosis, now symptom free; and an MS patient, now symptom free with lesions gone from his brain.
I have suffered migraines and constant pain from something diagnosed as Fibromyalgia that temporarily challenged my otherwise adorable personality. I have friends with Lupus, cancer, MS and auto-immune challenges. I love these people. So it was imperative that I meet this man who’s experienced so many successes and has such hopeful views of our health…not in the future, but now.
At seventy-eight, William Rader is filled with a crackling intellect and an ardent desire to wake the world up to what he believes works. You can’t help but notice his beautiful skin which he claims is from his own stem cell therapy. It is LA, so it’s impossible to know for sure; he looks great. But it’s his passion and devotion to his patients that really stands out. He is firm in his belief that fetal stem-cell therapy can give renewed life to those who have felt doomed by other medical models and longevity to those who believe we can live better and longer. And he doesn’t believe that we must do ten years of trials before using them… he says that he has had success with over 3000 patients and no negative reactions.
Unlike other persecuted visionaries, who spend a great deal of time talking about their lawsuits, Dr. Rader only briefly mentions that he is unpopular with the medical system and that quite a few alternative doctors have been killed. He has had to move his clinic twice due to threats from local politicians and it is now based in Mexico.
Why is it so controversial? One reason is that the pharmaceutical companies have a lot to lose when a future of curative and preventative healthcare is offered at a lower cost.
And there is the abortion issue. The abortions would happen anyway. The women make their own decisions on whether the fetal tissues will be used for medical purposes. And because he says he is able to get enough cells from one fetal stem-cell to help a million patients, it is hardly exploitative.
Because Dr. Rader has seen so much success with his patients, he doesn’t believe he needs to conduct ten years of research in double blind studies. He feels that would effectively be withholding treatment from adults and children who could otherwise be cured, many of whom do not have ten years to wait.
So Dr. Rader is like an outlaw in his own profession. To pioneer and strike out on one’s own, sacrifices are made; risks occur. Knowing this, Dr. Rader volunteered to resign his medical license so that he could pursue this healing modality …. He was not permitted to do so, and now if you look at Wikipedia, it says his license was revoked. This may have been done to disparage his work and his reputation. If I had only looked at what I read online, I may have thought…whack job. But that all changed once I started to look at the overwhelming positive evidence.
I asked him to briefly explain to a laywoman why the fetal stem-cell is considered the God cell.
The stem-cell is the only stem cell where you can get nerve cells from the brain of a fetus which is needed for Parkinson’s and other neurological diseases. For an umbilical cord transplant, for example, they are not going to put a needle into the brain of a newborn to get these neurotical cells, so it’s the only stem cell where you can get pure neuronal cells. Any other stem cells don’t make it.
He says that it is also readily available for expansion (growing more of the cells) so that the material from one fetus can treat thousands of patients.

This is why he can treat a million patients from one fetus.
Its immune privilege is different from other cells. A fetal tissue can be given to anyone without rejection which then allows it to be used for many different diseases. Also there is no matching necessary…you don’t need to match the fetus to the patient which is the most difficult part of the process.
The below procedure is of great interest to patients with neurological disease.
The technique is to inject subcutaneously where it is picked up from the lymphatic system and crosses the blood brain barrier and gets into the brain and spinal cord.
The other shot that is given intravenously is a different cell.

It is of the immune system. It searches the body for any kind of pathology, it stimulates the damaged cell to produce healthy cells and it also turns the damaged cells into normal ones. It decides through its intelligence where to go, prioritizes and then goes to that area and afterwards goes all round the body looking for areas of pathology.
Ok, now I somehow understand the process. And if Dr. Rader’s claims hold up, then standard medical care would truly be revolutionized.

He assures me that they use the finest labs and every cell goes through trenchant analysis, three times over before being considered for his work.
As for costs? Not cheap, but according to the film, many patients have been given breaks on the treatment. And when you weigh the cost of the process against illness, death and years of expensive medical procedures that don’t work, it is cost effective.
Nothing gives more weight to a subject than the voices of the healed. His book is filled with testimonies from parents who saw their child with autism, cancer, cerebral palsy and many more ‘untreatable’ diseases healed and grateful. And in the case of Brenda Nigro, wife of Dr. Dennis Nigro, a plastic surgeon whose bout with cancer received renewed health and extra time because of the treatment, “do not falter …the world needs the stem cell miracle.

 

 
Blocked in the U.S.A., The Stem Cell Miracle by William C. Rader, MD (Nanog Publishing Inc.)
In The God Cells, Director Eric Merola, (http://stemcellsmovie.com)

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July 29, 2016 at 5:13 pm

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